When I married Bryan in the hot Texas summer of 1990, I never dreamed that we would ever face the horrific experience of an affair. Much less a series of affairs. The first really was honestly a blip on the radar. It was 2001 and I had just had a baby. We were facing bankruptcy both with our business and personally. I truthfully just had a gut feeling. I questioned Bryan but was always told not he had not had an affair. But in my heart, I always knew the truth. We had gone to counseling and it never came out. During counseling, we made the choice to save our marriage. I actually did not learn the real truth about the first affair until the second affair in 2012. This was the affair that shattered my world along with the third and fourth affair. Though the 2nd, 3rd, and 4th affairs were all with the same woman they were excruciating! When I say each affair, really it was just a long affair to both of them but I thought he had ended it two separate times. So each new revelation that he was still in the affair was like a bombshell of destruction and devastation for not only myself but our children as well! It is absolutely by the grace and love of God that Bryan and I have come out TOGETHER! I hope to share the pain of each with you so that you can know that you are not alone. We, however, are never truly alone when we choose to fully allow Christ into our lives. That is where our healing can be found!